Friday, July 11, 2014

Younique Products


I have a good friend who just started selling Younique Products and their 3D fiber lashes.  They are awesome and I speak from personal experience.

I am sold and she asked if I would share her site... So here it is...

Check out her site and see the product info...

Www.Youniqueproducts.com/TBakalars

Thank you!
T.

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Little things can cause stress

Sometimes I know that my mind gets the best if me and I let little things wear on me.

I know things go wrong, and in my brain, I scream and holler, rant and rave, but nothing ever comes out if my mouth. I can't yell and scream, so if I do, it's a rare occasion that concerns people.

I get so mad at stupid stuff but then i don't day anything because I feel it's not worth an argument!

Today (and yesterday), there were several  things that happened to really piss me off, but I take the easy way out, not saying anything, because it's really just not worth it. 

I know better but oh well.

Thursday, June 26, 2014

Friends

Have you ever had a friend who was your best friend in the whole world but then there were times when you weren't sure where you stood?

It suddenly is like you don't exist. Like you are a best friend when it's convenient and they have time for you, but otherwise they don't go out of their way.

I have one friend I've known forever and we are really close. She came to visit and made time to spend time with everyone but then expected me to make the time to go to her, although she went past me two or three times. So I missed out because my schedule didn't fit in because I had to work. Part of me is sad because I didn't get to see her but part of me is upset because she could have taken a few hours to stop by and say hi.  Oh well. 

And then I have a second friend who is busy with her world but finds me when she needs something. She can't pay her bills but she can go out to eat and take her child places, and do the recreation things. Her bills include paying me back when I helped her out, but I guess I should know better. She has people buying her things and she doesn't seem to hesitate going out... With her pretty friends. I feel negative about myself as it is, but the fact that she doesn't go hang out with me, instead she does things with her "pretty & sexy" friends... And then floods social media with photos... I feel like a piece of shit.

What the hell is wrong with me? I have such a low self-esteem... And my friends seem so pretty and popular that I feel like a reject.

Monday, June 23, 2014

Monday morning

I am laying here, listening to the fan... And my son snoring. I start work an hour later today so this schedule has me all messed up, not to mention my poor kitty cats. 

Tomorrow my son starts summer school and we will all be up early... At least for the next four weeks...

I am still tossing around ideas for writing my story. I have stuff written, I have thoughts in my head. I just need to put it together. 

Well, my kitty is here to cuddle for a half hour so... Until later my friends.

Sunday, June 22, 2014

Writing my story

I want to write my story. There is do much that people don't know... And I believed I can share myself to let those who have gone through the same, that they are not alone.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

List my mind

I know I do too much and spread myself too thin... But today made me see that clearly. 

Everything written said my son started work at 4.... I took him to work at 2.... 

I guess I need to stop stretching myself too thin.

Sunday, April 20, 2014

OCD and getting turned around

My son has ADHD, anxiety, and slight obsessive disorder. He has patterns and routines.

Tonight, him and a friend went for a walk. It got dark and they got turned around, ending up in a area they had not planned on.

They got back on track and he called me to tell me they were on their way back. I could hear the anxiety in his voice and breathing.

His friend doesn't know about this.

When he got home, he was short and snippy. Then he started to tear up. Yep, I'm a mom, I hit the nail on the head when I asked him if the stress was from "getting lost". Yep, sure enough... And then the flood gates opened and he sobbed.

This is sometime I have learned to recognize and defuse but it's tough when his mood is sharp.

He is in a hot bath and relaxing. Time for bed... Its been a long day...

Early morning church, breakfast, movie, family dinner, went for a walk, went to his friend's, went for another walk, got turned around, and finally got home...

Oh yeah, long day...

Happy Easter everyone!

Tuesday, April 15, 2014

News on TV

I wake up in the morning to find my mom watchimg the news.

She then proceeds to tell me about the accidents, deaths, storms, and shootings.... At 5am.

Once again, I remind her (as politely as possible) that there is a reason I do not watch the news... And it is by choice that I don't watch it.

If you want to tell me that they have found a cure for cancer, or stopped all child abuse, or saved all the stray animals.... Fine, but the negative I can do without. 

My mom is 82 and spends time flipping between local and world news. It is truly no wonder why old people get so cranky and ornery.... Especially when they watch the news!!!!

Turn on the Brady Bunch, Dick van Dyke, or even Phineas and Ferb.... And laugh & smile! It won't kill you!!!!!

Saturday, March 8, 2014

Tears

If my son sheds tears when our fish dies.... What is he going to do when someone breaks his heart? Mom can buy new fish.... But the broken heart... That's a bigger task....

Ugh!

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

My world has been in a spin...

I started my MBA and finally got over my bronchitis, sinus infection, and war infection.

I made it through my first class with a B so I was thrilled.

My son is struggling with school, especially since he is a junior and they are looking at graduation.

I couldn't handle the roller coaster. I took 2 weeks off school so I can help him, support him, and get him through this. 

I return to class next week. I have helped get him on track. And I hope we are good. He just needed to understand that I am always here to support him... He just has to ask... But he asks for help as much as I do (hmpf!!!)... So I know the signs!

Hopefully next week we will be riding a little smoother!!!!
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