Sunday, August 31, 2014

My boy's a teenager

Okay, so he wants to move into the basement. Okay, fine. He also understands that our basement is an OLD basement with low ceilings and poor layout. Our house was designed with a basement for storage, not comfort. He is aware that he will be sharing his new "space" with storage... Of everything that is down there. I have gone through and emptied boxes, thrown stuff, recycled magazines/papers, donated stuff, and put stuff away. He has tons of toys when he was growing up.... And now he is willing to go through his stored shit and clean it out. He is purging his stuff. I guess I can move forward with him moving downstairs. If he can clean his stuff, find room in the basement, and then move his stuff downstairs, I get my room back and will have my own space that I haven't had for over 16 years.,

Sunday, August 24, 2014

My son and me dressing up

I started wearing makeup again. I bought this awesome 3D Fiber mascara (check out her website at: that can only bought through a distributor! Anyway, I started putting makeup on because I feel pretty.

My son keeps asking me "why are you suddenly wearing so much makeup?" I guess ANY makeup after NO makeup, it could potentially be considered "so much".

I just wear eye liner and mascara because I don't feel I need all the other stuff I used to wear. 

I don't know if he just doesn't understand the concept, or if there's a reason I'm wearing it. I'm not sure. 

I guess for him up see his mom wearing makeup is a little strange. I wish he could understand but I doubt it. He is used to seeing girls wear makeup when they are dating someone or going out with someone. 

Me, I'm alone and he is the only man in my life.

I just want to be pretty and attractive. Maybe someday I will find happiness.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

My sons girlfriend

Has your child dated someone you just didn't like? Well, my son has his first girlfriend. She is younger (2years) and she asked him. I think it's sketchy but I'm a mom.

My son is quiet, reserved, and low-maintenance. She, on the other hand, is a girlfriend version of a younger bridezilla! 

She has anxiety issues, doesn't want to be alone, doesn't like gatherings, is secretive, is kinda rude.... And the list goes on.

This fall my son will be a senior, at a different high school, and his job is picking up, so there are two reasons she is upset with him. Oh well, that's life.

I told he that he "isn't married up her" and that he can tell her "no". 

It's a long story, over these past four months.

I  ready for him to move on. I am also ready to tell that "little lady" to "suck it up buttercup and GET OVER IT!" (Or would that be rude?!?!?!$

Thursday, August 7, 2014

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Wednesday, August 6, 2014

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I have taken on ANOTHER parttime gig.

I have updated Linkedin and people are congratulating me... Which means I gotta rock it!

Talk about being held accountable!!!!

Friday, July 11, 2014

Younique Products

I have a good friend who just started selling Younique Products and their 3D fiber lashes.  They are awesome and I speak from personal experience.

I am sold and she asked if I would share her site... So here it is...

Check out her site and see the product info...

Thank you!

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Little things can cause stress

Sometimes I know that my mind gets the best if me and I let little things wear on me.

I know things go wrong, and in my brain, I scream and holler, rant and rave, but nothing ever comes out if my mouth. I can't yell and scream, so if I do, it's a rare occasion that concerns people.

I get so mad at stupid stuff but then i don't day anything because I feel it's not worth an argument!

Today (and yesterday), there were several  things that happened to really piss me off, but I take the easy way out, not saying anything, because it's really just not worth it. 

I know better but oh well.

Thursday, June 26, 2014


Have you ever had a friend who was your best friend in the whole world but then there were times when you weren't sure where you stood?

It suddenly is like you don't exist. Like you are a best friend when it's convenient and they have time for you, but otherwise they don't go out of their way.

I have one friend I've known forever and we are really close. She came to visit and made time to spend time with everyone but then expected me to make the time to go to her, although she went past me two or three times. So I missed out because my schedule didn't fit in because I had to work. Part of me is sad because I didn't get to see her but part of me is upset because she could have taken a few hours to stop by and say hi.  Oh well. 

And then I have a second friend who is busy with her world but finds me when she needs something. She can't pay her bills but she can go out to eat and take her child places, and do the recreation things. Her bills include paying me back when I helped her out, but I guess I should know better. She has people buying her things and she doesn't seem to hesitate going out... With her pretty friends. I feel negative about myself as it is, but the fact that she doesn't go hang out with me, instead she does things with her "pretty & sexy" friends... And then floods social media with photos... I feel like a piece of shit.

What the hell is wrong with me? I have such a low self-esteem... And my friends seem so pretty and popular that I feel like a reject.

Monday, June 23, 2014

Monday morning

I am laying here, listening to the fan... And my son snoring. I start work an hour later today so this schedule has me all messed up, not to mention my poor kitty cats. 

Tomorrow my son starts summer school and we will all be up early... At least for the next four weeks...

I am still tossing around ideas for writing my story. I have stuff written, I have thoughts in my head. I just need to put it together. 

Well, my kitty is here to cuddle for a half hour so... Until later my friends.
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