I can only make suggestions on what you should or shouldn't do. I can't hold your hand 24/7 so I guess you are on your own.
I want to help you find happiness and be content but I guess I need to let you live and learn. I, too, have been at this junction and I had to make decisions also.
I want you to be happy and not get hurt but you need to make your own choices.
I wish I could help, but its a decision you have to make.