Ya know... there are days...
in a nutshell...
My sons bff has to have surgery for tumors on her sinuses.
My "sister" and her family went on vacation. He Mon was hit by a car on the first day, crossing the street to get coffee.
My bff moved out of her house and left her husband.
I have 2 weeks left of college.
My sons bff's mom has been given a year tool live...
I am so done.... enough is enough!!!!!!
All I can do is put myself out there and let them know I'm interested if something comes up. I can't rush the process, but I do have several people backing me so that helps.
I have mentioned my interest and now its time to just keep moving and do what needs to be done.
My latest thing...
audio books...
* 7 habits of highly effective people
* the power of positive thinking
* awaken the giant within
* the secret
* the power to shaped your destiny
* the success principles
And the list goes on. These books have helped me look at the world, and my life. In a whole new way.
Try it... it might surprise you.
My son had a down day last week. He hadn't talked to or texted any of hid friends for almost 2 days.
I had to explain that he shouldn't take it personal.
I would give just about anything for even a day without contact. I like my "me time" and don't mind the quiet.
At first he couldn't seem to understand that, but I think once he thought about it, he got it.
Its amazing how our feelings change over time.
Had a seminar this afternoon. How exciting is export documents???? Unless you do them wrong. .. :/
Then went to the gym.
Exhausted all the way around.
Good night my friends.
I love pasta as much as the next person, but I'm on a reduced-carb intake... by choice... and 3 days in a row. .
My body is not happy.. and neither am I. Enough already! No more pasta!!!!
I don't know about you, but there are places I spend time that feel good to me.
This morning was church. I opened the doors, uncovered the piano, and listened to the choir. I feel at peace there. It feels good.
Today felt good.
Another Monday. One that is just here to test me. I have tried to keep the positive outlook today, as much as it was tested, but I think I did pretty well. Only one glass of white wine tonight (all that was left in the bottle). Have homework. Then go to bed. Things have pushed my buttons today and I have kept my cool. I can do it, but damn.... its hard!
