Before I was a mom...

I worked, I lived, and that was it. Nothing special, nothing important, nothing drop-dead fabulous. Just a working stiff since high school, still with no popularity, and truly no social life. I was just a face in the crowd. Now my son, fourteen years old, is the center of my world. He has pushed me and challenged me, forcing me to step outside my comfort zone and be a little spontaneous. I also know, that as a mom, I don't sleep well or even through the night. I wake to every sound... The thunder, the sleep-talking, the 5-lb snoring and wheezing cat. Yep, I am a mom, running on no sleep, and loving it anyway.

Was thinking about missing you

I know you will be gone and I wanted to believe I would miss you, but right now I am having second thoughts. As much as I want to miss you, I don't. You have really kind of treated me like shit recently and I feel like I have been kicked to the curb. Yep, it's true. You only care about me and worry about me when you need something, or think here is something wrong with me. I get so pissed at how you act sometimes. I want to tell you to grow up, but I guess that isn't gonna happen. It hasn't yet, why should it start now?

not good wth pain... my child

I'm not sure about you, but my son is not good with pain! He is having an allergy attack... so he is snuffy and can't breathe. He is not happy when he doesn't feel good. Not a good sick person!

Anyone else with a child like this?

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aarrgghh... school is starting

Well, my son's 9th grade year will be starting in only a couple weeks. We have had an orientation and this week is registration. Already seeing triple digit fees! Why would he have to find the expensive classes???? Figures!!! Oh well. That's life. As long as he passes, I won't bitch too loud!

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you

I want to hold your hand and feel the warmth of your skin against mine. I love the smell of your skin. I miss the feeling of you holding me close and your arms around me.

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