Was thinking about missing you

I know you will be gone and I wanted to believe I would miss you, but right now I am having second thoughts. As much as I want to miss you, I don't. You have really kind of treated me like shit recently and I feel like I have been kicked to the curb. Yep, it's true. You only care about me and worry about me when you need something, or think here is something wrong with me. I get so pissed at how you act sometimes. I want to tell you to grow up, but I guess that isn't gonna happen. It hasn't yet, why should it start now?