Friday, March 16, 2012

Struggling to fit in... and

This has been along week and I feel like a bull in a china shop... there is so much going on around me and it is making me spin uncontrollably. I don't know which way I am going or when all this will stop. I do know there is a light at the end of the tunnel, but it's one LONG f'n tunnel! I feel like I'm struggling. I am fighting to keep my head above water to keep myself from drowning. Have you ever noticed that when there is light at the end of the tunnel, and you can see it, every one of those small pot holes you used to walk over suddenly seem to be everywhere and it's getting pretty frustrating constantly having to walk over or around them. When you suddenly know the little things are not right... it makes the whole situation out of sorts. When you are in a comfort zone, nothing is too major, you live with it, do what you have to, and continue to move forward. When you make that move, everything so small is a pain and pisses me off. I don't know what way I am going anymore...



7 comments:

  1. I don't know what way I'm going anymore... sounds so familiar. I know what that feels like and it sucks big time. But like you said there is an end at the tunnel... keep your chin up and remember... always smile!!!!

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  2. This is my first visit to your blog and I want to thank you for writing this post. You wrote the words I can't seem to find when I try to explain how I feel and what I am going through..Have a wonderful day!

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  3. Thanks for visiting. There are definitely days when the pot holes are smaller than others... but then again... there are days when they are MUCH BIGGER than others. I guess we just need to take life one day at a time... and I am learning... slowly... very slowly... Hey, I just got passed up by a turtle!!!!! :)

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  4. Oh boy, I think we've all been there. I hope you find your way to the end of the tunnel VERY soon!!

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  5. "One long f'n tunnel." Yes. And hang in there.

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  6. I like that you describe them as pot holes. Maybe even sink holes! So true. So true. Hopefully there will be some quality patching up happening soon. Stay golden!

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  7. A primal scream, the universal call that gets us all at some point. It gets better. It must. The alternative is not an option. I admire that you put yourself out there. I don't have the courage.

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